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In a quite literally sense actually, as it is now like 23:54 ish.
But I bet I can't post it before midnight because this might take some time to write.
Sooo... where do I start?
Since my last journal about personal stuffs (sora, Interrupted
) some time has passed, more things have happened.
Both my physical and my mental health have been deteriorating over the last few months.
I'm practically drowning in the sheer amount of meds I have to take (for both physical and mental problems if you were wondering).
And both my physical as well as my mental problems make me unfit to continue studying what I do right now. Not even a year until I would have been finished.
It sucks but I've had enough time to warm up with the fact.
Physically I'm not able to continue these studies anymore so that's it for me.
Soo.. due to that I've been having troubles keeping up with everything around here and I do apologise for that.
I'm sorry, everyone who has been waiting on answer from me or saw me submit things but not respond to anything.
Also hugehuge apologies to Arly-Barly-Wartek
for killing our rps because I'm that terrible at replying.
Please understand, things are a little hard for me at the moment and I am struggling quite a bit, but I'm getting by.
I just need to take things at a slower pace.
Shift down a gear.
It's going to be okay.
Thank you so much for being there (especially looking at you kalmanen Ikiuni
and lately Nuuhku87
a lot, too.
) and thank you so much for your patience.